platitudes for a loner’s heart sound like

styrofoam steak drizzled with meat juice colored water

hungry crunching and knowing i’ll be wanting soon

platitudes for a loner’s heart sound like

words that bark like signals and noise

my head perks like a dog’s ears when you speak your truth

until the games we play leave me confused

my scruff you rubbed the wrong way

platitudes for a loner’s heart sound like

i’m not allowed to be bored by this Modern Life Game but i am

every day

i just want to hold your hand can’t you see

but both of your hands are gripping your identity your job your race your face

and mine a story that’s not quite accurate

platitudes for a loner’s heart sound like

this Modern Life Game judging me

on the quantity of my happiness

not how sweetly and gratefully i felt the happiness i did feel

platitudes for a loner’s heart sound like

love closely modeled with the proprietary algorithm of an online dating site

meanwhile love just happens anyway

crazily, randomly, freaky, sparking, burning, without controls

how she made me feel with one fierce glance and the cutest smile

like i’m not some random man, not no dog any more

platitudes for a loner’s heart sound like

walking south down lyndale avenue

the mannequins and my store front reflections looking silently at me

and when i return north up the alley

the dogs in the backyards running along their fences barking at me

as if to say here’s some platitudes for your lonely heart