colors and forms and letters and sounds and sensations and emotions
just are
as the urge to create grabs them and tears them and chews them and mashes them and expresses
now do this go make this move bust this loose this feeling this love thinking this works shaking this up making this happen now go go go
as a vision of a notion of some kind of a painting of some words in the form of a sculpture of a body dancing to the music of the feelings of this life
gets up and jumps from our dream to stand naked before us and the audience
as ego avatar steps in and makes everything personal and pleads and cries and demands
i know i’m not good enough, i’m afraid you don’t like me, give me your money, give me attention, i need you to love me
as buddha wisdom calmly breathes in and out to become completely undefended
it is like this